SIENNA Miller wants to be like Johnny Depp - because hes a great actor who manages to stay out of the spotlight. The British actress says she hates the fact her life is scrutinised constantly by the media, and would like a more peaceful existence like the Pirates of The Caribbean hunk. The truth is, if youre a man it is a lot easier, Miller says of being in the public eye. I would love to be, you know, Johnny Depp. Be a great actor and do great choices and be very private, I would love that. But its just not - well, you become a target for a certain kind of attention, and its hard to shake. Miller, 27, recently revealed how she suffered a semi-breakdown following the controversy surrounding her affair with Getty. I got to a point where I was like, 'I will just run away, she said. It was just breaking my spirits, and I had been pretty resilient for a long time. I was not able to leave the house and was living in a state of fear, when Im really a fearless person. I had a kind of semi-breakdown... and everything just became too much. It was cutting me up to the point where I thought it wasnt worth it. SS