KRISTEN Stewart finds it difficult to accept awards. The Twilight actress - who picked up the Orange Rising Star honour at the BAFTA Awards on Sunday and Woman Of The Year at the Elle Style Awards on Monday - admits she struggles to get her head around landing the accolades at such a young age. The 19-year-old also revealed she hates giving a speech to a room full of people she admires. I would never get used to something like that, she said. A room full of people that you are so overwhelmingly... admiration isnt even a word thats enough. SS Its like theres such an overwhelming respect for everyone in the room and you feel so small, not in a bad way, it puts such an extreme dose of perspective to stand up there and speak to these people. Kristen - whos widely rumoured to be dating her Twi costar Robert Pattinson - recently revealed she leaves her fashion choices until the last minute. I never know what Im going to wear until five minutes before I go somewhere, she said. I guess I know what Im comfortable in. I dont know how to describe that, I mean you either put it on and go 'no way or 'OK, lets go. SS