LADY GaGa insists she is grateful for her new-found success - and says she would die if she wasnt famous. There are times when it can be a lot to deal with but always when I get up in the morning I try to find that very joyful place that reminds me that I would die if someone took it all away, says the Poker Face singer, whose real name is Stefani Germanotta. I have such an appreciation for where I am in my life because Ive struggled and because I couldnt get signed, and because I couldnt get played on the radio. Right now, GaGa added, the only thing that I am concerned with in my life is being an artist. I had to suppress it for so many years in high school because I was made fun of but now Im completely insulated in my box of insanity and I can do whatever I like. SS