LONDON The self-exiled former president Gen (r) Pervez Musharraf, who is spending most of his time in 3Us (United Kingdom, United States and United Arab Emirates) besides delivering lectures in various European countries, is now seen in private gatherings quite distressed with a gloomy outlook. His close associates term the condition, in which he is forced to use medicines to get rid of depression, as quite natural because free media and independent judiciary in Pakistan will cause a multitude of problems for him in coming days. That is the reason why Musharraf is in touch with legal experts as he feels himself weak in political and legal matters.